i kinda want to change my icon but i’m so attached to pride flag atreus hMmMmmmMm

hi sorry if i disappear in the next couple of days i’m going into a bad place mentally again + sorry for turning off asks i was spammed with quite a lot of….not-so-nice (basically suicide baiting and ableist) stuff earlier today that i haven’t replied to (aside from the one i answered immediately when i received it, just a couple of hours ago, which wasn’t a malicious ask at all but i prob responded to harshly sorry) but yeah anyways happy 2 month anniversary to this blog i’m very glad that i started it

I HAVE INTERNET AGAIN HI HELLO I’M BACK

this is such a first-world problem but our internet hasn’t been working since my dad did something with the cables 4.5 hours ago (before i got home) yet i’m somehow being blamed for it ????????¿¿¿???¿

damn a bitch is really going through it rn

i say this every single time, but man. even though i’ve been here for a whole four years now this community never fails to blow me away. i’ve been through so many horrible, seemingly endless dark dark times in these last few months in particular and seán’s videos and streams (both twitch streams and youtube ones, especially the charity streams) have been such a pillar of hope and distraction for me when i’m totally unable to distract myself or cope with life otherwise at all – and i really couldn’t be more grateful. not just for seán, but for all of you. for being so brilliantly kind and loving and talented and generous. for blowing up the PMA movement far more than we could’ve ever expected. for being a constant reminder of all the good in the world. i’ve never been so proud of a community like this before. thank you for always being there for our special boy and helping him feel so much better and happier about things this year so far, and thank you for always being there for each other. you really don’t realise just how much of a difference you all make. THANK. YOU.